hello everyone... :) hope ya'll doing good?...whoever's has a myspace..can check me out too* same name as on here..k....see u there...but i still check in here once n a while too* so u know..hehe..t/k... kisses* ia

p.s....actually my sn on myspace is....$w33t-BoUtiQuE...haha jus some minor changes..HALLOR AT CHA GURL!!! :0)

Hi ya'll....well i am officially 21 baby! n i am EXCITED* hahahaa....its weird to say yea i am 21 years old. dam i wish i culd just stay 21....haha...i dunt wanna be older enimore..lol...its a scary feeling. eniwho....i got a myspace...n damz...i been on that shit like almost everyday. is funny cuz when i got it..i never bothered with it....but my girls were talkin n going crazy with it..n then i went to the mall..n i saw shirts with myspace crap on it..n i was like dam...this shit MUST BE SERIOUS SHIT. so i checked myspace out...n its cool. :) but i like this too....its jus wen u have sum'n new u pay attention to it more for a while...etc. yea u get it. i finnaly have changed my belly ring. its soooOoo adorably sexy. its pink with hearts n diamonds..u gota c it...i got it for my b-day. :) saweeeet!....my boyfriend was awesomely sw333t on my birfday. soOOo..his b-day is coming up n i've gota TOP em...hahhaaha....and i already got it all planned out...i'll let ya'll know the details after its all done.(oct.5.)..cuz he mite check this n know wats going on...n it wont be a surprise no more..hehehe...ever since i got laid off...man i've been taking a big break...im picky about where i wanna werk...and rite now im a receptionist at a nail salon., just for temp. doe but i like it....n i wuld love to werk there more than twice a weeek..so im hoping she wants me more than just a couple of weeks...i promise i'll be a good worker..well... I AM a good worker... : p

4 more days til my 21st BiRthday! 13th* :)

finally-i changed my picture...i figured out how...thats wat happen when i dont come online so much anymore. : p

Life is so crazy....some people r blessed to have all the good things..n they dont have to werk or struggle at all or as hard as alot of us....n of course like me. they say u do good things, u will be blessed with good things also. im still waiting on mines. y do i work so hard n get nothing? y do i try so hard n get nowhere?...i live my life the best way i can even if im living off 10 dollars for the month.!. thats all the money i have, but i make the best out of it...cuz if im sad n miserable, everything else will be sad n miserable around me. My parents r not understanding at all, and i have brothers n sisters who i dont even connect with.!. how do u come home to sum'n like this?...i cant sleep at night cuz im planning what to do next, to make everything better..?...n u know what I AM TIRED of always having to fix everything....because ITS ALL MY FAULT! is never noone else's fault but mines. i am a good person, im not perfect-but i make sure i do whats good. i wish i had what other people have. alot of u r very lucky. n u should embrace that. i cherish everything i have, esp. when i try so hard to get it. i miss what i used to have when i was younger.....now it seems like things r just falling apart. n i dont want it to. :(  i wish i was rich.....everything wuld be so much better....or atleast have more than what i have now...n i wish my family loved me more...

have a good day ya'll...love*ia

went to watch fireworks at canada- it was awesome..i enjoyed it!!!! :) but the trip there sucked, and the trip back sucked too! im a happy person but its crazy how 1 person can put your spirits down. ugh! watever....the fireworks was GREAT! :) and my girls ate Pho-i had a rice plate with pork chops n yummy stuff. :) hehehehe......i only eat Pho once in a while...but eniwho i g2g. kisses*